I HATE REAL LIFE

I don't mind
Being a loser, finding the humor
Being a lowlife
My friends are all rejects, we got no regrets
Wasting our whole life
Like it's eighties, hearing we're crazy
Living a whole life
Living our own lie

And lately
I'm finding the comfort in all the discomfort
Of living the daydream
I'm feeling so homesick, I'm always hopeless
Sitting here waiting
Nowhere to escape to, I need a breakthrough
I'm thinking that maybe
I might be crazy

And there's no cure for insanity
I'm better stuck in my fantasy

I've realized
I hate real life
I'm done, I wanna play pretend
I'm broke and breaking down again
It feels like I can't feel fine
By now I know what to expect
It makes it easy to forget
I've realized
I hate real life

I'm sorry
I ain't planning to grow old, I haven't woke up
In a lifetime
They got me in a chokehold, they'll never grow up
Aging like wine
I'm more comfortable in a bubble playing dumb
With a whiskey coke and a tab under my tongue
Tell me I'm crazy, I know I'm insane
But it's alright
They never could change me, I'm gonna embrace
Losing my mind
What's the point in living if we're not having fun?
I'm screaming at the top of my lungs

I've realized
I hate real life
I'm done, I wanna play pretend
I'm broke and breaking down again
It feels like I can't feel fine
By now I know what to expect
It makes it easy to forget
I've realized
I hate real life