i'm not okay

(albüm: Melchor Lullaby Hotline, Vol. 1 - 2021)

Well, if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go
It's better off this way for all the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot
From jumping out the second floor

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
I told you time and time again
You sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Oh, oh, oh, woah
Oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh-woah
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book
But the pages are all torn and frayed now

I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay now (I'm okay now)
But if you really listen to me
I'll tell you the truth, trust me
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay-ay
I'm not okay