Broken Down

(albüm: Maybe This Was Supposed To Happen - 2020)

Broken down, I'm losing all my strength, hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain, broken down

I'm feeling broken, like no one hears a single word I've ever spoken
An all these voices in my head are now awoken
Why is it that everything I touch just starts eroding
Fuck it no that ain't true, tell me its all a lie
Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I die
Tell me whatever happened to it doesn't hurt to try
Why do I feel pain for simply being alive, everyday I'm confused
Everyday is a fight, falling deeper with time
I'm slowly losing the light, really wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright
I really wish I was normal, not faking I'm alright
Sit alone in my room, just barely getting along
Sometimes I start to question who would care if I was gone
Maybe only my family, dad, brother an mom
While I'm still alive an breathing someone prove to me I'm wrong

Broken down, I'm losing all my strength, hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain, broken down

Why does this feel like a confession
Like I've let somebody down for struggling with depression
How can I save me from myself, my own mind is weapon
That I battle everyday while staring at my reflection
I keep all of this hid, probably why its builds up
Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
All I ever really wanted in this life was some love
But I push it away, sometimes my life is too much
And that don't make any sense but somehow writing is does
I'm growing weak in my body, think I got no one to trust
So whats the point in me trying, when trying's leaving me stuck
Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same
Why do I keep on breaking down over an over again
Start to wonder to myself if this is ever going end
Is this ever going end, cause I'm

Broken down, I'm losing all my strength, hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain, broken down

Broken down, I'm losing all my strength, hopeless now
I can't pretend I'm okay, constant hell
I wish I could move on from all this pain, broken down