parties

(albüm: the debut farewell album - 2021)

I guess since it's the weekend and I'm in my early twenties
I should probably text my friend and get the address to that one guy house
Who no one really knows but it doesn't really matter
'Cause it's people there and drinks are free, and that's what you're supposed to do
And I got nothing else to do
And I can't even, oh

I can't even think, I can't even breathe
All up in my head, so bored, uncomfortable
But tryna keep it lowkey
Why did I show up? I just wanna leave
Got some people asking what I do but they don't wanna get to know me

If I was alone, I'd probably less lonely
Someone take me home, why do I even go to parties?
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh

Hiding in the bathroom and I'm looking in the mirror
Realize that I'm pretty drunk and I should get my shit together
Then I go back to my friends, pretend that I'm having the best time
But then I also let 'em down that I'd be down to leave whenever because

I can't even think, I can't even breathe
All up in my head, so bored, uncomfortable
But tryna keep it lowkey
Why did I show up? I just wanna leave
Got some people asking what I do but they don't wanna get to know me

If I was alone, I'd probably less lonely
Someone take me home, why do I even go to parties?
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh

I guess since it's the weekend and I'm in my early twenties
I should probably suck it up, suppress my shit
Try not to kill the mood
'Cause that's what you're supposed to do
'Cause that's what you're supposed to do

I can't even think, I can't even breathe
All up in my head, so bored, uncomfortable
But tryna keep it lowkey
Why did I show up? I just wanna leave
Got some people asking what I do but they don't wanna get to know me

If I was alone, I'd probably less lonely
Someone take me home, why do I even go to parties?