happy for you

(albüm: the debut farewell album - 2021)

You said what you said
And it hurt like a bitch
And I wanted to be mad
But I knew that you would cry
So I smiled and I swallowed that shit
You read it all out from a note in your phone
And I know that that means that your mind is made up
So even though you just ruined the only world that I've known
I just told you I'd be there no matter what

I never got to talk any shit or say, "Fuck you forever"
I just had to be there and try to make you feel better
It's weird that both of these things can be true, that I'm happy for you
And that I hate that I have to be happy for you

You dropped a grenade
Right in front of my feet
Threw it all in the grave, made me speak at the wake
While you were twenty feet away, drinking Rosé
And acting so happy
Like this all meant nothing
And what's really fucked up is
You act like it wasn't

I never got to talk any shit or say, "Fuck you forever"
I just had to be there and try to make you feel better
It's weird that both of these things can be true, that I'm happy for you
And that I hate that I have to be happy for you

Wish I could go with you
Ride off in the sunset
For you it was over
But I wasn't done yet

I never got to talk any shit or say, "Fuck you forever" (Oh, oh)
I just had to be there and try to make you feel better (Oh, oh)
It's weird that both of these things can be true, that I'm happy for you (Oh, oh)
And that I hate that I have to be happy for you