stfu

(albüm: how u stop hating urself (pt 1.5) - 2021)

You take my words and you turn them into weapons
Switchblades and you throw 'em so reckless
But when I say that I hate you, I don't mean it
And every day I just wish you would shut the fuck up
Always ruin us, I don't even know if I can handle this
Find yourself a side bitch, you're too bad
'Cause when you say you're done, yeah, I lose it, so I

So I keep
Biting a hole in my cheek
'Cause you get sad when I speak
Broken up and fucked the whole damn week, anyways

Shut the fuck up with your self help shit
Roll me a blunt and let me handle it
Sitting in the dark, in the silence
Cried all night and I feel sick
Hold me so tight, make my head pop off
Follow all your rules but it's still my fault
Got so high, I hate it
Anything other than to feel this
Anything other than to feel this

So I keep
Biting a hole in my cheek
'Cause you get sad when I speak
Broken up and fucked the whole damn week, anyways

Shut the fuck up with your self help shit
Roll me a blunt and let me handle it
Sitting in the dark, in the silence
Cried all night and I feel sick
Hold me so tight, make my head pop off
Follow all your rules but it's still my fault
Got so high, I hate it
Anything other than to feel this