Have You Ever

Have you ever been so fed up in life?
Cutta, we rich
I'm 21 and I feel like this
Turn it up KARON

It's like I'm running out of love, I'm damn near out of breath
I'm done with trust, just pack your stuff, no I'm not tryna fuss
When times was rough, I've been right there, no you can't say I wasn't
I really miss when grandma Terry used to call me Quan
Ayy, see times are changing, all my purp's steady adding up
Two lines of drank, might overdose 'cause I done had enough
Sitting back and watch my daughter play like, "Damn, she bad as fuck"
Shit getting crazy, how you my homie, only must support me
They was buying dreams to make a way out, I guess I couldn't afford it
That shit a shame, 2019, I had 'bout three abortions
I stop and hit my knees and pray 'cause I can't take no more of it
My partners doing day-for-day just tryna make the storm live

Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself?
And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares
You never notice what you got until it's off in the air
If I lose everything I got, tell me what used to be there
Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself?
And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares
You never notice what you got until it's off in the air
If I lose everything I got, tell me what used to be there

Ooh, would you be there for me?
Tell me, would you be there?
Tell me, would you be there for me?

Hey, it was me and Buddah skipping school, going on a high-speed chase
Buddah came 'cross a .22, two rifles, and a TEC
He tried to play me like a fool, ain't nothing in his bag
Stick to the rule and play it cool, you lose your life like that
I switched my route like, "Fuck a homie," and focused on rap
Same ones that doubted said I'm phony 'cause I won't split 'em half
I miss Lil Ralph, I bought lil' homie, they get split in half
Ayy, I often think 'bout Uncle Tony, do you miss your neph'?
Only type of love these bitches show me is, "Can I get Chanel?"
Somebody else gon' be there for me, chances getting slimmer
'Bout 24, R.I.P. Kobe, jumping out the gym
She hit my line like she can't trust me, then why we together?

Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself?
And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares
You never notice what you got until it's off in the air
If I lose everything I got, tell me what used to be there
Have you ever loved somebody way more than you love yourself?
And once your back's against the wall, it seem like nobody cares
You never notice what you got until it's off in the air
If I lose everything I got, tell me what used to be there

Ooh, would you be there for me?
Tell me, would you be there?
Tell me, would you be there for me?

That's how I feel
Shit, there's just people in my life wanna [?], I know we all can understand
Quando Rondo, nigga