Those Nights

5 A.M
Parking lot
Looking like "damn"
Got the honey, got the weed
And got all my problems
Acting like people I'm sick of
Talking like people I blame
Seems like you're thinking too much
Too much to forget it's a game
Too much to forget love's around
So you let go all the praise
And you're diving in some pussies
Just to forget that you sink
Boy you thought you knew yourself
But you've been skipping chapters
Don't ever claim that you're the boss
When you're just act like a loser
Liquor got me out of touch
I'm falling off, don't catch me up
Ain't no bitches, ain't no girls
Tonight depression is my crush
Tell'em I was on the road
Seeking happiness
I lost
Reason when I understood
Glory's not replacing love
Hope is not replacing trust
Y'all is not replacing us
Peace won't ever make a buzz
So we all keep on watching Trump
Feeling love but moving up
Ain't nobody gonna beat it, wish me luck
Bette kill it cuz I'm on the highest drugs
Talking 'bout this psyche looking at me bruh

My love, my lust
My liquor for the pain
It is Me vs. Me
And I forfeit the game
Shit I act
I think
As if I'm twice my age
But good news
I don't give a fuck
If y'all niggas don't give a damn

All those nights you're losing your grip
All those nights you can't fall asleep
All those nights you just want to quit
God I need to run
Before I hit the bang bang
[x2]

Keep on running, ask no questions
Keep on running, same directions
You're not lost, you're just incaged
You've been running all night
Now you see the day
"WAKE UP"

10 a.m
Taxi stop
Looking like "what?"
Smelling honey, smelling weed
And my questions are doubts
Feeling sick 'front of these people
At the summit of shame
Seems like you've been drinking too much
Now you forget where you been
And you forgot what you said
What you saw and what you did
All your snapchat's going crazy
Cuz of what's in your stories
Boy you thought you knew yourself
But you've been skipping chapters
Don't ever claim that you're the boss
When you just act like a beggar
Liquor got me out of touch
What the fuck was I talking 'bout?
I hope I didn't say too much
And where the fuck is Fucklalife?
Where the hell is my wallet?
Got some flashes from last night
Can't remember what happened
So why was I feeling so bad?
Why I got blood on my shirt?
Why I got them puffy eyes?
Why I got these motherfuckers looking at me like I'm mad?
Why I'm feeling something's wrong
Why I'm feeling like I'm right
Why I'm touching
Why the bottom
Why on every fucking night

My love, my lust
My liquor for the pain
It is Me vs. Me
And I forfeit the game
Shit I act
I think
As if I'm twice my age
But good news
I don't give a fuck
If y'all niggas don't give a damn

All those nights you're losing your grip
All those nights you can't fall asleep
All those nights you just want to quit
God I need to run
Before I hit the bang bang
[x2]

I need to run...