GROWING UP IS ____

Heard you moved out of town on the weekend
Understand, but I'm sad that you're leaving
Are you up making friends with the ceilin'?
Yeah, I know the feeling
I wasn't trying to let you down
I was just working my shit out
I'm sorry I didn't know how much I led you on

Growing up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growing up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growing up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinking you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growing up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is looking at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growing up is—

Get emotional at two in the morning
It's a habit, no, I shouldn't be calling
Then you let me in, is that what you wanted?
Is this what we wanted?
Now you're back in town, no, I can't come around
Are we better without the what-ifs and doubts?
Is this it?
Are we both too far gone to forget and try again?

Growing up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growing up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growing up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinking you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growing up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is looking at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growing up is—

Wish that you were here (Oh)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
But I'll just disappear
Wish that you were here

Growing up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growing up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growing up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinking you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growing up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is looking at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growing up is weird

Oh, but I'll just disappear
Oh, yeah, I just disappeared
Wish that you were here
Growing up is—