pretty sad

I know when I write this you won't like it, yeah I'm sad
Wishing you would smile when your heart's under attack
Yeah I'm breathing really heavy, baby please don't turn your back
I be talking out our problems when you miss your mom and dad

You miss them bad too, tell me when I ask you
Love your authenticity, you're pretty but you're sad too
You know I always love you even if I don't have too
Baby, you're my everything I'm sorry for my bad mood

Baby girl, I trust you more than I can put in words
I'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
You be crying every night it's not depression it's a curse
You're the girl that I've been fighting for but you think you're the worst

It's like every time I look into your eyes I swear
Nothing in the world could ever compare (no)
When I fell for you I dove
Finally I'm happy, honestly I lost hope

Do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
Does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
Do you see me in your dreams, do I haunt you in your sleep
Do you wish that I was someone else you wanted me to be

I can't take it all the pressure on my back
Wishing I was different we both blame it on my past
I can't even act right, I don't ever sleep
Wishing I was everything you wanted me to be

No, I can't take this I've been breaking, you stay on my mind
Half the time I write about you I don't wanna try

It's like every time I look into your eyes I swear
Nothing in the world could ever compare (no)
When I fell for you I dove
Finally I'm happy, honestly I lost hope

I can't even take it all I ever do is stress out
Feeling like I'm light it's like I never put the pen down
Murder every line every time I'm a threat bro
Killing ever track like I got a fucking death note