STUCK

I feel stuck
Like I'm not doing enough
And I try but every time my mind trips me up
I fall right into the rut
So what?
I'm getting used to the mud
When I look in the mirror see the end getting nearer
Take the pills, I'ma try to go numb, I need some

Type of signs
That tell me I'm fine
The cracks in my life
Will fade over time

I'm sick, yeah I'm sick in the head
Lost my grip, hanging on my a thread
Tough shit, this isn't the end
I'm in it right now but I'm still not dead
I'm sick, yeah I'm sick in the head
I'm a lunatic falling over the edge
Get a grip, this isn't the end
I'm in it right now but I'm still not dead
Dead

The older I am, the more I get scared
'Cause the younger I was, the less I would care
I grew up and it sucks 'cause I'm more self-aware
Now I'm running in place, finding grays in my hair

Need a hand or a sign
To tell me I'm fine
The cracks in my life
Will fade over time

I'm sick, yeah I'm sick in the head
Lost my grip, hanging on my a thread
Tough shit, this isn't the end
I'm in it right now but I'm still not dead
I'm sick, yeah I'm sick in the head
I'm a lunatic falling over the edge
Get a grip, this isn't the end
I'm in it right now but I'm still not dead
Dead

I'm sick, yeah I'm sick in the head
I'm a lunatic falling over the edge
Get a grip, this isn't the end
I'm in it right now but I'm still not dead

I'm sick, yeah I'm sick in the head
Lost my grip, hanging on my a thread
Tough shit, this isn't the end
I'm in it right now but I'm still not dead
I'm sick, yeah I'm sick in the head
I'm a lunatic falling over the edge
Get a grip, this isn't the end
I'm in it right now but I'm still not dead
Dead
Dead
Dead

I feel stuck