A Shade Of Gray

Where do I go?
I'm lost without a reason
I've grown so cold
Couldn't even tell you what I'm feeling

Years go on it washed away
Disintegrate into a shade of gray
It took some time to understand
I know what means the most to me
Under the water, sometimes I wonder

If I should even bother
It goes around in my head
Look at yourself, is this really what you wanted to be?
I know I can't be fruitless, been expect shit of me

I never know what to say so I'm saying shit on a beat
Stressed out as I've ever been
I'm just looking for a release
Building up these walls in my head
I just need to slow down

Wanna live in the moment
Before I'm six feet in the ground
Six feet in the ground
Thought I had it locked down

Wanna live in the moment
Before I'm six feet in the ground
Six feet in the ground
Thought I had it locked down
Wanna live in the moment
Before I'm six feet in the ground

Where do I go?
I'm lost without a reason
I've grown so cold
Couldn't even tell you what I'm feeling

Years go on it washed away
Disintegrate into a shade of gray
It took some time to understand
I know what means the most to me
Years go on it washed away
Disintegrate into a shade of gray
It took some time to understand
I know what means the most to me

Six feet in the ground
Thought I had it locked down
Wanna live in the moment
Before I'm six feet in the ground
Six feet in the ground
Thought I had it locked down
Wanna live in the moment
Before I'm six feet in the ground
Six feet in the ground
Thought I had it locked down
Wanna live in the moment
Before I'm six feet in the ground
Six feet in the ground
Thought I had it locked down
Wanna live in the moment
Before I'm six feet in the ground