Rock Bottom

You know you've hit Rock Bottom
When you're mumbling the words to all her favorite songs
Until the neighbors hear your drunken slurs
You know the end is creeping up
When all that you could feel
Were the faint remnants of touching her and wishing they were real
You know you've hit Rock Bottom
When you constantly refuse
To take down all the photographs of the times when she was with you
You know the end is nigh
When you repeatedly deny
The fact that she is in the Earth and you never got to say
Good-bye
Marigold, ripped away
and this world never felt so cold
My marigold, oh it's a miracle
That you kept me alive this long
I'm seriously contemplating chewing off my tongue
To prevent from screaming out your name in these endless nights to come
Well I'm seriously contemplating chewing off my tongue
To prevent from screaming out your name in these endless nights to come