KMS

(albüm: Thrill Seeker - 2020)

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now
It's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now
It's all I hear right now

I wanna break my vows
Wanna neglect my health
How can I trust people
If I can't trust myself
I wanna scream and shout
I wanna cry and pout
But I can't make myself
Why can't I make myself

I always seem to make the same mistakes
The kinds you can't go back to fix, that start to weigh
Until I'm dragging 'round a body made of clay
I'm just dead weight, I'm just dead weight

I wanna feel it all again to have somebody hold me in place
Tell it to my bruised face that I tried
But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing
Going with a good being

So I'll go fuck myself
'Til I'm too lonely to feel
Dance like a court jester
Just for a film with no reel
And I'll lose all of my friends
When I'm no longer ideal
And then get scolded again
Just to come home to no meal

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now
It's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now
It's all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now
It's all I hear right now
I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
It's all I hear right now
It's all I hear right now

I wanna break my vows
Wanna neglect my health
How can I trust people
If I can't trust myself
I wanna scream and shout
I wanna cry and pout
But I can't make myself
Why can't I make myself