Worse

I wanna know what it feels like
To be alone with myself in my own head
Glued to the phone I'm all alone
Can't shake this feeling of intentional regret

I wanna know what it tastes like
To reach my goals and feel good about myself
A second chance, at circumstance
I need another way to pay attention
Everyday

I shouldn't ever have to feel this way
Everytime I try and see if something changes
I shouldn't ever have to feel this way
Everytime I try

I wanna know what it feels like
Forgetting what you thought of me and who I am
I'm sick of what I used to be
I'm so damn tired and I'm paranoid again

I wanna know what it tastes like
Thought I'd feel better but each day it's getting worse
Need a new crutch, I'm out of touch
Yeah, I can barely hold a conversation
Everyday

I shouldn't ever have to feel this way
Everytime I try and see if something changes
I shouldn't ever have to feel this way
Everytime I try

You're laying there right next to me
Staring at the back of my head
You're laying there right next to me
Staring at the back of my head, yeah
You're laying there right next to me
Staring at the back of my head
You're laying there right next to me
Staring at the back of my head