Good Girl Trauma

Tracing freckles on my skin
Drawing constellations
Like it's your religion
Like I'm all that you hold sacred
And I don't know whose side I'm on
I guess I'm undecided
I'm beside myself
And you're too good
And I don't really buy it
I do this thing when it's too quiet

It's a trait
It's a habit that I take on
To manage any pain
That I'm having
I'm afraid
It'll make you
Pull away
So I panic
Entertain you
I'm dancing on the graves of things I should've said

Good girl trauma
Oh cool story
We all get it
And it's boring
Dancing on the graves of things I should've said

Oh that good, good, good girl trauma
Dancing on the graves of things I should've said

I got issues with follow through
Trust me that shit will follow you
Up to the highest highs and lowest lows
I'm numbing out and getting off
To feel okay at any cost
Why am I here
Just keep your voice down low

It's a trait
It's a habit that I take on
To manage any pain
That I'm having
I'm afraid
It'll make you
Pull away
So I panic
Entertain you
I'm dancing on the graves of things I should've said

Good girl trauma
Oh cool story
We all get it
And it's boring
Dancing on the graves of things I should've said

Good girl trauma
Cringing at the
Fakest smile
Nervous laughter
Dancing on the graves of things I should've said

Oh that good, good, good girl trauma
Dancing on the graves of things I should've said