By Myself

Floatin to the ceiling ain't always what it seems
Sometimes I'm in my feelins like a couple e's
I feel like I'm infected like some kinda disease
I never know when to expect it but I just gotta breathe
Just gotta breathe, my brotha
Just got to know when you should leave, my brotha
I don't wanna believe but it seems my brotha
That sativa ain't the one to peel back covers
Every now an then I like to go for the change
An every single time that strain'll go straight for my brain
An I feel crazy like everything's is maybe affecting me
In ways that always brings me back to the part where I'm hating
Everything and not relating to the fact that I'm just paranoid
An I can't get out my own head I just can't avoid
I'm shaking and I can feel my nerve breaking
Everything so berating, I just feel like middle fing waving

Don't let me smoke by myself
I get lost inside my head
I know I need top shelf professional help
But I just turn to weed instead

They don't want me to smoke by my self (My self)
Don't believe me then take a look at my face (My face)
They don't want me to smoke by my self (My self)
Cause they know I'm a professional head case (Head case)

Smoke like it's solitaire, put some smoke up in the air
Just trying to make my mind right, fuck if I don't even care
Normal life just don't compare, fuck I'm in a cloud again
Feeling like an alien until I'm coming down and then
Don't wanna pretend, now I'm not high no more
Life is just a waste of time, nothing changes ever more
Instead of keeping count inside of head
I will fall victim to becoming like the rest of 'em
I lay awake at night inside of my bed
Dreaming of stress free life's and outcomes
And how come every time I try to come up
Life pulls me back down like what the fuck
I'm smoking trying to ease a little pain
Hoping it'll never be the same again
I take a puff enough and then I hold it
Ugly like myself 'cause you know that I rolled it

Don't let me smoke by myself
I get lost inside my head
I know I need top shelf professional help
But I just turn to weed instead

They don't want me to smoke by my self (My self)
Don't believe me then take a look at my face (My face)
They don't want me to smoke by my self (My self)
Cause they know I'm a professional head case (Head case)

They don't want me to smoke by my self
They don't want me to smoke by my self
They don't want me to smoke by my self
By my self