in my head

In my head
Everybody's laughing, they all want me dead
Eyes are on me like I'm a psychopath
But they don't understand
In my head
Everybody hates me, they all want me dead
Can't look 'em in the eye, it fills my heart with dread
But it's all in my head

Blame it on anxiety
Wish I didn't care
When they all stare
But I feel their eyes on me
Feel my face turned red
Heart beats through my chest

I get heart palpitations
I don't mean to keep you waiting
I'm so stuck inside my head (my head)
And I made friends with inner demons
I don't really have a reason
I guess they just understand

Drive the knife right through my chest
I won't be like all the rest
I walk around with a bulletproof vest
Dodging all the shots they had
Drive the knife right through my chest
I won't be like all the rest
I walk around with a bulletproof vest
Dodging all the shots they had

In my head
Everybody's laughing, they all want me dead
Eyes are on me like I'm a psychopath
But they don't understand
In my head
Everybody hates me, they all want me dead
Can't look 'em in the eye, it fills my heart with dread
But it's all in my head