You're Exhausting

I'm so tired
Of always trying to
Build you up
But when I'm feeling
Low myself
You make it about
You somehow

And I was there
Each time you said you
Needed me
But you are nowhere
To be found
When I'm the one breaking down

Now you come around and
Barge into my space but
All you want to do is
Show off all your pain and
Compare it to mine like
You think we're the same
But we're not

You don't care what I've been through
'Cause you had it harder
I gave you so much but
You act like the martyr
You tell me I'm sharp then
Imply that you're smarter than me

I can't keep
Investing when there's
No return
Spend energy that
I don't have
And I'm never getting back

'Cause you come around and
Barge into my space but
All you want to do is
Show off all your pain and
Compare it to mine like
You think we're the same
But we're not

You don't care what I've been through
'Cause you had it harder
I gave you so much but
You act like the martyr
You tell me I'm sharp then
Imply that you're smarter than me

It's not some competition
There's no prize for who's been hurt the worst
It's gotten so toxic
My god, you're exhausting

'Cause you come around and
Barge into my space but
All you want to do is
Show off all your pain and
Compare it to mine like
You think we're the same
But we're not
We're not
We're not
We're not

You don't care what I've been through
'Cause you had it harder
I gave you so much but
You act like the martyr
You tell me I'm sharp then
Imply that you're smarter than me

Well babe, you're not smarter than me
No no