Menace

If I ever said I love you know I really meant it
If Jesus living in our hearts then why we still be sinning
If everybody really loyal why they keep on switching
If you gon' leave then gon' leave I'll even buy the ticket
I know that vengence is the Lord's but I'm still a menace
I forgive but can't forget I was down ain't no one check
I gave all the love I had until my heart had nothing left
There's a space up in my chest
Oh no

Show too much love you may get murked
These days I've been putting me first
Know the first gon' end up last I'll prolly end up making it worst
I act different when I'm hurt
Know that money's not the answer but need 10k for a verse
Watch how people treat ya that's how much they think you're really worth
The grass is greener cause it's fake I stepped on them and it was turf
Score a touchdown and hit my dance
I really ball you playing with a nerf
I can tell he ain't a man when he's in his bag he really in a purse
Paying my dues like bills on the first
I don't complain I just go to work
I'm sitting at the desk
I'm the boss not a clerk
Got my logo printed on all black shirts
Get so much hate but I don't divert
Made to love like Gerald Levert
Been this way since the day of my birth
Stunt too hard that they gon' kick you off earth
Gun go pop, pop, pop like a perc
Shoot my shot and fall back like Dirk
Hit a game winner make 'em shout like church
That rejection was a blessing
I thank God you were a jerk
That's that dance where you go nowhere while your feet move in reverse
Know that line went over most your heads look up and see the birds
In the field I'm with the heard the straight and narrow line is blurry
If you knew the darkest things about me you would be disturbed
I just hope that when I die I raise like Jesus on the third
Light the herb and let it burn
Momma said that she's concerned
Said there has to be a better way for me to calm my nerves
Trying to hide the smell I keep it in a jar like it's preserves
I'm not ready for this stage of life I wish I could rehearse
People hate me off of rumors that they heard but

If I ever said I love you know I really meant it
If Jesus living in our hearts then why we still be sinning
If everybody really loyal why they keep on switching
If you gon' leave then gon' leave I'll even buy the ticket
I know that vengence is the Lord's but I'm still a menace
I forgive but can't forget I was down ain't no one check
I gave all the love I had until my heart had nothing left
There's a space up in my chest
Oh no

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