The Only Way That I Know How To Feel

Before you let me fall, 
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
'Cause everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel

Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
'Cause that's the only way that I know how

To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These so-called 'scars' will never heal
And I put down a deal
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Broken and bruised

Take me for granted
Make me a promise that you'll never keep
I'm falling to pieces
Misery is company 
'Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain 
'Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel

I know how to feel... 
You're the only way that I know how to feel