Deja Vu

And I've been waiting
While you been playing
And even after all-all you put me through
Somehow I still want you

And I don't know how
'Cause it was toxic from the start
And I still stayed around
And gave you all my heart
And you lied to me
Straight to my face, you would lie to me
There for you is all I tried to be
But for whatever reason you would hide from me
Now I always asked you to be mine
You'd say, "Yes," but don't rush 'cause you need time
And I respected and chilled in meantime
That's why tears hit the page with each line
Man, I do not get it
Respect seems to lead to your heart being shredded
No matter how far you'd go just for a second of time to spend with the person who'd end it

And I've been waiting
While you've been playing
And even after all-all you put me through
Somehow I still want youuuuuu
Youuuuuuu
It's déjà vuuuuu
I can't get over you
Yeah, look

And I saw the change in our conversations
Night and day, shit, that's all I'm thinking
It's hard to deal when my heart is aching
Happened fast, was a lot to take in
Now I ain't gonna lie
Been a couple times where I'd really wanna dial
Your number in my phone, we ain't talk in a while
'Cause the sound of your voice is the reason I would smile
Nah, but not anymore
Mom even warned me to stop me before
I fell too deep but I tried to ignore
Anything she ever said
I was blinded by your
Love and affection I never would guess it
But now looking back I can see it was fake
Leaving me broken inside
No hope in my eyes
I'm praying that all of this fades

And I've been waiting while you've been playing
And even after all-all you put me through
Somehow I still want youuuuu (I still want you)
Youuuuu
It's déjà vuuuuuu (It's déjà vu)
I can't get over you

But you never crossed my mind 'cause once you came you never left it
Put my pride aside
I've cried some nights 'cause I was left with nothing from you Feeling like I wasn't worth a second of your time
'Cause in my mind I knew that you were unaffected, yeahh

And I've been waiting while you've been playing
And even after all-all you put me through
Somehow I still want youuuuu (I still want you)
Youuuuu
It's déjà vuuuuuu (It's déjà vu)
I can't get over you (It's déjà vu)
I can't get over you
I hate that I still want you