Don't Wanna Wake Up

(albüm: To Hell With Hollywood - 2020)

I can't love you any other way
Running through a hurricane
Just to watch you murder me
I don't wanna live another day
If you aren't in love with me
I can't say it subtly
Without you I don't know how I'ma live

Calling it quits
All this shit's harder than bricks
Fall in a pit
Balling my fist to hit myself
Wake me up and get some help
Hit the bell
Down for the count in the first round
You're knocking me out
Give me some blood
Give me some cuts
Blacken my eyes
Boggle my mind
Get me concussed
Love is rush
I'm ready to feel it
Ready the kill switch
As bad is it will get I'm willing

As I lie awake in my bed
Thoughts of you invading my head
Feel my heart erase in my chest
I don't wanna wake up
Hanging on to love by a thread
Break my bones from words that you said
If I can't have you my plan's to be dead
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me

Stuck in my ways
I've been troubled since eight
When my mother was wasted and drunk every day
Fell in love with the pace like a fucking parade
Everyone says that I'm hard to love
They're not wrong
I've been walked on
From L.A. to Boston my music is now on
Fuck making a pop song
I'd rather be fucking hated and said I'm a lost cause
Than not having a cause
I'm coming for your jaws so back up
Everyone is on some shit
Talking so damn tough till you walk through shit
You've only seen my life through a comment thread
I'm not impressed
You're lacking any common sense
So tell me I'm a dick, I'm addicted to getting shit
As I listen to people bitch over little things that I did
But I wish you would get a hint
I'm a missile fixing to hit
Every person who didn't give me a chance when I needed it, so
Maybe this is for the girl who I would give the fucking world to love
If she doesn't hear this but my haters read these lyrics, it's enough

As I lie awake in my bed
Thoughts of you invading my head
Feel my heart erase in my chest
I don't wanna wake up
Hanging on to love by a thread
Break my bones from words that you said
If I can't have you my plan's to be dead
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me
I don't wanna wake up if you don't wake up by me