One Winged Airplane

Even though I keep on falling
I just pick myself back up
I just keep putting my all in
Even though it's not enough

I've lost so much already so what
I'm not afraid to show up
Even though I keep on falling

It's just me and myself and these 88 keys
All confused and alone cause my ADHD
Makes me ghost people like I don't wanna help
It's difficult enough to keep a promise to myself

I done used every trick and every tool that's in the book
I done bit every hand I done ruined every look
If it was you you would've quit
If it was you you would be shook
Lucky me I can't remember how stupid that I look

See my train of thought is more like an airplane
Spinning in a circle cause it only has one wing
I wish you were missed
But if you're not in front of me I forget you exist

Even though I keep on falling
I just pick myself back up
I just keep putting my all in
Even though it's not enough

I've lost so much already so what
I'm not afraid to show up
Even though I keep on falling

It's just me and my own distorted mind-frame
All enraged and distressed cause my borderline brain
Makes me hate people like I just wanna fight
But really I'm afraid there's nothing certain in my life

I convinced everyone that there's no one that I need
But really I'm preparing for the moment that they leave
So I tell em they should go, leave me 'lone and let me be
Say I want space when it's closeness I need

See my train of thought is more like an airplane
Spinning in a circle cause it only has one wing
I wish you were missed
But if you're not in front of me, I forget you exist

Even though I keep on falling
I just pick myself back up
I just keep putting my all in
Even though it's not enough

I've lost so much already so what
I'm not afraid to show up
Even though I keep on falling

In my one winged airplane
Ohhh
In my one winged airplane
Ohhh
In my one winged airplane