when i look at you.

(albüm: i dreamed i was the night - 2020)

I begged you to stay
As my mind span around the room that day
But I watched you leave instead
So I spent the day drawing lines in bed
Why'd you have to go
My mind changes like the tide I know
And the tide has turned our love
And it's not me you're thinking of

But when I looked at you
When I looked at you
I felt my head come loose

I couldn't see the signs
That you said were clear
That you said were mine
So you laid them out for me
And I cried so hard
That I couldn't breathe
Tonight I'll go to sleep
With another ghost inside of me
And I know you'll forget
What it's like to be stuck in my head

When I looked at you
When I looked at you
I felt my grip come loose
When I looked at you
When I looked at you
I knew we couldn't undo

When I look at you
When I look at you
I feel my head come loose
When you look at me
I know you feel it too
There's nothing time can do