So I Don't Let Me Down

Trying not to hold in my safety
Prisoner to my miracle save me
From the roof that I built myself gave me
Only thing that I didn't want more of
Was the feeling I couldn't escape it
Waiting tables at a minute complaining
That the phone would start ringing
But lately
My soul's

Looking for a better way to deal with all the little changes
That keep freaking me out
Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating
So I don't let me down
Sitting in the middle of a city with a million strangers
And it's getting too loud
Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating
So I don't let me down
So I don't let me down
And so I don't let me down

Got no time to be overthinking
Can the thoughts in my head be the demons
That wanna drive me away from believing
In the things that I was so sure of
Had to lie and defy
Be my savior
Emphasize in the lights and my failures
Cause it's not black and white in this nature
When the plane lands I'm still

Looking for a better way to deal with all the little changes
That keep freaking me out
Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating
So I don't let me down
Sitting in the middle of a city with a million strangers
And it's getting too loud
Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating
So I don't let me down
So I don't let me down
And so I don't let me down
So I don't let me down
And so I don't let me

Cause I keep thinking
When the sun gets better
I'll be dancing on my fears from yesterday
And I keep thinking
When the sun gets better
I'll be dancing on my fears from yesterday
And oh I keep thinking
When the sun gets better
I'll be dancing on my fears from yesterday
And no I can't keep thinking
When the sun gets better
I'll be dancing on my fears from yesterday

Cause I'm still looking for a better way to deal with all the little changes
That keep freaking me out
Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating
So I don't let me down