i knøw, yøu never really løved me

(albüm: dispøsed - 2018)

Oh I know that you had a few options
But you were my option oh yea
I chose you so often
And that was my fault (my fault)
Oh that was my fault (my fault)
'Cause girl it's so hard to fuck you right
When I know that you make love to someone else oh
I need help
I miss when you called me on my cell
I miss when we were friends and you didn't hold out
I even miss the long drives to your house

I was so close to you
I was so close to you oh yea
I was so close to you
I was so close to you oh yea
I'm heading for a break down
A break down
Oh babe I'm tryna break down
What you've done
And oh I'm so alone now
Alone now
I'm always gonna hold you in my heart
But my chest
Is hollow now

Place that pussy down a little lower
I been getting slower down a couple shots
Luckily I got a bullet proof vest
But I'm still bruising deep inside my chest
Love scars they never fade away
But I can still try to fade away
Blacked out off of black label
So I can try to keep all my relations grey
Every time I fuck I'm tryna kill the pain
Nestled deep inside my heavy heart
But everytime I know it's not enough
And I watch her watch as I fall apart

I was so close to you
I was so close to you oh yea
I was so close to you
I was so close to you oh yea
I'm heading for a break down
A break down
Oh babe I'm tryna break down
What you've done
And oh I'm so alone now
Alone now
I'm always gonna hold you in my heart
But my chest
Is hollow now