Fear

(albüm: extracurricular ACTivity - 2013)

My greatest fear ain't that I'm inadequate
It's that I'll be figurin my shit out for my whole life
I can't imagine an internal dialogue with no strife
Sometimes I'm so bright, yet I roll dice
And Steve's dyin fucked me up man, R.IP
Cause I'm really just scared that that's gon be me
Cause I can't be what you want me to be
Since I got bad nerves I tend towards depression
Will I make it? Will I grow to hate my successes?
And will that negate all the greatness and traits I was blessed with?
Have an idea but I'm really hopin fate intercepts it
Cause who am I? What right do I have to be sad?
I'm just M. Craft, the end path, who takes it all on his own plate no matter how raw, never sends back

Cup filled up with brown, drunk by myself and nobody's around
And I drown in an instrumental cause I got too much on my mental
My sentimental nature is detrimental to my tendencies
I tend to see relentlessly all that I can't give you
Even though I meant to, I meant to

Ring around my index like it's next to Jupiter
Drink a lot cause I really wanna be stupider
Don't believe in God, but I'm terrified of Lucifer
And dudes think they got heart til they see I'm Cupider
She was uptight when I met her but I loosened her
Ironically by tellin her everything I need to hear
Man, I need a beer to relieve my fear
This world's ugly so I drink til I ain't seein clear
And I love my little sister more than life, yo
But I feel like that's a cop out right though
Cause I can't live my life through another
I love her but I'm not her, I'm her brother
Wanna be discovered, maybe they sleepin on me cause I'm undercover
So I expose myself on these beats
I am what I is and I is who I be and it's me, Crafty

Cup filled up with brown, drunk by myself and nobody's around
And I drown in an instrumental cause I got too much on my mental
My sentimental nature is detrimental to my tendencies
I tend to see relentlessly all that I can't give you, even though I meant to, I meant to