Seatbelts

(albüm: Trying - 2018)

Just a little taste of what's to come
Because I've been feeling crazy, I've been feeling stuck
I've been feeling things, but I ain't feeling loved
And I've been feeling lost, so I've been using drugs
But everything is me and everything just kinda sucks
This just me being real, this is me in my feels
This is me upgrading, this is shooting to kill (I'm a shooter)
This is me at 26, back of the line
Tryna get inside of the club before I run out of time
But I ain't fishing for fucks, ain't a fuck here to give
Girls be calling me "Daddy" and I ain't got any kids
Girls be calling me names 'cause I'm ignoring their texts
But I'm just sad and think I'd rather be alone in my head
I guess (I guess), but what the hell do I know? (What do I know?)
Rather lay in my bed while people wait on my shows (Wait on my shows)
Rather not be somebody than be somebody that failed
'Cause taking "no" for an answer's something I can't understand
Unless we taking 'bout women, but see I don't get rejected
If it happens, it happens, don't come around when you're jealous
But I don't play to get even, I don't stay for no reason
And I don't wait for motherfuckers that take your seat when you leave it
I don't make no exceptions, you can keep your suggestions
This me living my life, you know, the shit your obsessed with?
Headed straight for the exit, phone is off, leave a message
Got my hoodie pulled up like this my stadium entrance
And I'm scared for the future
But it's too late to second guess myself
Everything I ever touched was some shit I felt
And look, I'm so busy I could use some help
But this a drive meant for me, one with no seatbelts