Drowning (2023)

There's a cloud above my head
Will it rain on me or not
That rain I dread
I'm just hanging by a thread
Will it come down on me
That pain I sometimes forget
Forget

But it won't let itself be forgotten
Stuck on me just like one of my tattoos
Thought I'd be stronger, I'm just rotten
I'm the most rotten of all the fruits
But it don't mean I am
To always be this way
With a little patience maybe I can
Be showered with sunshine again someday
Someday

The drops are dripping on my head
Dripping down my face
Like the tears I've fled
You'd think that they would wash away the rest
But that's not what the rain has planned
I'm drowning instead
Instead

Oh it won't let itself be forgotten
Stuck on me just like one of my tattoos
Thought I'd be stronger, I'm just rotten
I'm the most rotten of all the fruits
But it don't mean I am
To always be this way
With a little patience maybe I can
Be showered with sunshine again someday
Someday

It's just filling me up
Drip drip
I'm just a broken cup
Drip drip
So I'm never full up
And it's never gonna stop
Never gonna stop

It's just filling me up
Drip drip
I'm just a broken cup
Drip drip
So I'm never full up
And it's never gonna stop
Never gonna stop

Oh it won't let itself be forgotten
Stuck on me just like one of my tattoos
Thought I'd be stronger, I'm just rotten
I'm the most rotten of all the fruits
But it don't mean I am
To always be this way
With a little patience maybe I can
Be showered with sunshine again someday
Someday