Lying To Myself

(albüm: How To Love Other People - 2021)

I feel like I don't know you anymore
I look in the mirror
You used to be here
And I don't know what I'm crying for
Cause its been a year
Since you disappeared

Lipstick stains on my coffee cup
Twenty first dates couldn't have washed it off
I'm trying, I'm trying, oh oh
You're an act too hard to follow up
Try to swallow the truth but I cough it up
I'm trying, I'm trying

So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it's true
But I've never been over you

Its obvious your heart don't work that way
In our lowest moments, you kept a straight face
It's nice to know you felt a little pain
But it's too bad you told me, a little too late

Lipstick stains on my coffee cup
Twenty first dates couldn't have washed it off
I'm trying, I'm trying, oh oh
You're an act too hard to follow up
Try to swallow the truth but I cough it up
I'm trying, I'm trying

So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it's true
But I've never been over you

I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it's true
But I've never been over you

So I, lie lie lie lie
I lie lie lie lie like I believe it
Cuz I wanna believe it
Oh oh
Lie lie lie lie
I lie lie lie lie like I believe it
Cuz I wanna believe it

So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
So I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it's true
But I've never been over you

I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it's true
But I've never been over you