plug my ears

(albüm: i hate rollercoasters - 2021)

What am I but a broken heart
On a long, long list, bet you won't get far
Down before you see that there's no hope
Where am I even gonna start
To deal with all my oldest scars
Around you is when I feel hurt the most

So tell me a secret, just so you can get even
You tell me you're leaving, what a way to ruin my night
I don't wanna believe it, someone tell me I'm dreaming
You can't be leaving, go ahead and ruin my life

I plug my ears and say
La-la, da-da-da-da, no, you're not
La-la, da-da-da-da, no, you're not
No way, la-la-la-la, no, you're not, no way
I plug my ears and say
La-la, da-da-da-da, no, you're not
La-la, da-da-da-da, no, you're not
No way, la-la-la-la, no, you're not, no way

Maybe I'm too childish, maybe you want a man
Maybe you want me silent but that's not who I am
And I've already done everything I could possibly do
I get overwhelmed and anxious when I'm talking to you
That's not real love, leaving late at night
That's a real messed up way to end a fight
That's not real love and I see that now
You better not let me find out

So tell me a secret, just so you can get even
You tell me you're cheating, what a way to ruin my night
I don't wanna believe it, someone tell me I'm dreaming
You can't be cheating, go ahead and ruin my life

I plug my ears and say
La-la, da-da-da-da, no, you're not
La-la, da-da-da-da, no, you're not
No way, la-la-la-la, no, you're not, no way
I plug my ears and say
La-la, da-da-da-da, no, you're not
La-la, da-da-da-da, no, you're not
No way, la-la-la-la, no, you're not, no way