Casualty

I used to never feel so fucking numb
I never thought this day would ever come
And now I'm sitting here with a bottle and a gun
I'm so done, you fucking won
I can't, feel you anymore
I'm not enough, you wanted more
Don't come knocking on my door
I don't feel you anymore

I wasn't your first and I wasn't your last
Why you always hiding behind the mask?
You knew from the start we wouldn't last
Now I'm just another part of your past
Don't come running back to me
I'll be another casualty
So come running back to me
I'll be another casualty
So what if I die?
What if I live?
I gave you my heart
You would rather have his
All I could give
Reason to live
Numbed to the problems
I'll live with the pain
Saying you'll change
You are the same
Feeling the shame
Who is the blame
Send me to hell
I'll burn with the flames
Send me to hell
I'll burn with the flames

I used to never feel so fucking numb
I never thought this day would ever come
And now I'm sitting here with a bottle and a gun
I'm so done, you fucking won
I can't, feel you anymore
I'm not enough, you wanted more
Don't come knocking on my door
I don't feel you anymore