If You Only Knew

(albüm: Mad Men - 2011)

Uh, maybe, maybe, maybe, maybe
Uh

I feel her nails digging deep in my shoulders
She whisper, "Doctor, doctor, please hold me closer"
I'm feeling higher as I snorkel lower, so much soldier
I fucked around and kissed her
Damn I fucked around and kissed her
But remember I'm not her mister, I'm just a nigga to lick her clitor
When she feeling in the mood and her dude a big muscular brute
In an EARTHGANG t, that nigga fuck with our tunes
And me, Doctur Diego Dot, my degree is in drops
Dropping jewels, dropping drawers, dropping niggas in graves
Plots plus, scared to love her 'cause love equals stress
And that fucks with my mind, and that fucks with success
If I move to my right and if you move to your left
And we facing each other, then we can't get nowhere
So we just sit and stare, and we just grin and bear
Least say what's on our mind until our legs are intertwined
By a stick shift fight, upper heel covered in spikes

Rocks and ice, goddamn it, this a childish, goddamn it
It's quite a challenge, quite a challenge, goddamn it
It's quite a challenge, quite a challenge

If you only knew (Only knew)
It was always you (It was always you)
You took me by surprise (By surprise)
When you said goodbye (When you said goodbye)
If you only knew (Only knew)
It was always you (It was always you)
I guess it's bittersweet (I guess it's bittersweet)
'Cause I found a new me

Yeah, this the motherfucking last resort
At the end of the island, keep your damn passports
Check the mail everyday, hope they're checking for ya
All along 'cause the son's never home
Laments from my friend, can't get past the dough
And the threshold got a chokehold on whatever I'm asking for
Praying and fasting for
Stop nigga, gorge on the moment, eat the pans and the pots (Yeah)
I be stronger than the ox if I make it
And that's if nigga, I've created before
Masterpieces on the wall but they don't speak no more
I give the scraps to my dawgs but they don't eat no more
This ain't art, this a hall of the fallen
Motherfuckers standing in line and all, just to pay homage
God forgive me, lord please, I really need that pardon
When you go to judge and you remember how we started
Young as fuck, we was both brave-hearted
They know the names of the greats and the year's like Keisha '08
But the tears still dancing on her face
While she wait at the gates of the peers like
Why make appearances when it's all in the mirror
Why make a scene when I hear ya through the ear muffs
Moms told me, "Bring a dark-skinned girl home"
I did while that light-skinned chick hit my phone
And still in her eyes, I'm a motherfucking angel
Knowing they'd a kick my ass out if I was halo
Beat it up in the night, knock it out the park
Still you ask me if I'm cheating like Casinko

If you only knew (Only knew)
It was always you (It was always you)
You took me by surprise (By surprise)
When you said goodbye (When you said goodbye)
If you only knew (Only knew)
It was always you (It was always you)
I guess it's bittersweet (I guess it's bittersweet)
'Cause I found a new me