Blame It On The Pain

Ay

Everybody tell me that I need to make a change
I'm addicted, I'm a loser and I blame it on my pain
There's a demon that's inside of me, there ain't any fight in me
I listen to y'alls problems, you don't know mine, that's the irony
Everybody tell me that I need to make a change
I'm addicted, I'm a loser and I blame it on my pain
There's a demon that's inside of me, there ain't any fight in me
I listen to y'alls problems, you don't know mine, that's the irony

Been fucked up lately, tryna drown all my problems
Pills with the liquor, only way that I could solve 'em
My people got my back but I never ever call them
I keep on stressing, yeah that shit getting harder
Body getting weaker with every passing second
Broken heart, loaded gun, got me really second-guessing
On top of all this shit I'm battling with depression
The anxiety won't stop, now I'm looking for a blessing
And I've been pissed off, stressed out, searching for the stairway of heaven
'Cause I know that I'm living off in hell now
Cried by myself 'cause the pain run deep
Inside me, it fuck me up, at night I can't sleep
So no matter how it goes, I'ma just do me
If I die one day then bury me a G
So no matter how it goes, I'ma just do me
If I die one day then bury me a G

And everybody tell me that I need to make a change
I'm addicted, I'm a loser and I blame it on my pain
There's a demon that's inside of me, there ain't any fight in me
I listen to y'alls problems, you don't know mine, that's the irony (Jay, FJ Outlaw)

Ay, blame it on my pain, blame it on my past
When I wake up every day I tell the world to kiss my ass
I been living life fast, I ain't got no brakes
Bitch I been broken, I ain't got a breath to take
Every day I'm running late, my mama says I should be great
If it's true mama, tell me why does everybody hate?
And everybody see me smile but I told y'all that it's fake
Feeling like I understand why Linkin Park's about to break
I don't think that I can take much more of this
I got the hatred that's inside me, I been hoarding this
Y'all be talking 'bout your logic [?]
But every bitch that's in my inbox is a whore and it's
So stressful, feeling like I need a way out
'Cause everybody only [?] clout
And I'm dying, I lay in my room and cry
Y'all think I'm great but in reality I wish I would die

And everybody tell me that I need to make a change
I'm addicted, I'm a loser and I blame it on my pain
There's a demon that's inside of me, there ain't any fight in me
I listen to y'alls problems, you don't know mine, that's the irony

The voices in my head won't let me keep my concentration (ugh)
Fighting with each other, ain't no way that I'ma make it (damn)
Probably have to face it, really ain't no changing (that's right)
My mama keeps telling me, son, you need to stay patient (my mama)
But I'm a non-believer, feel the presence of the Reaper
Feel I can't climb up the mountain 'cause this shit is getting steeper
Got a girl that I love but she never feel the same
So I chill all by myself 'cause I only feel pain
Everything I'm addicted to really hurts and heals
I need to get sober but I keep on popping pills
I feel like I can't 'cause this pain is really real
If you ain't tried all my shoes then you don't know how it feels

Everybody tell me that I need to make a change
I'm addicted, I'm a loser and I blame it on my pain
There's a demon that's inside of me, there ain't any fight in me
I listen to y'alls problems, you don't know mine, that's the irony