mal

You hear me talk, but you don't talk back
Under my skin like 'where the rock at? '
Get out my head piece, can I be dead please?
Without your presence I got no meaning
When all this ended I couldn't see it
But now you're gone and I'm fucking bleeding

If I can't love you then kill me now
Cut me like a ribbon let me fucking drown
No you then there's no where I wanna go
No you then there's no one I wanna show

If I can't love you than kill me now
Cut me like a ribbon let me fucking drown
No you then there's no where I wanna go

Mental dissembling
Fuck the feelings I'm gone til December, Spring
Still I run to the door when the doorbell ring
Then I go hit the store for a pack of green
Oh stop, smoke the THC
Exhale the bullshit when I'm watching the vapor
Enabling myself to heal in the time
Immune to nothing it seems but it's fine
Never been able to draw in the lines
So I'm swerving the lanes like its mine
Closer to you every second
I'm closer to you every second
You dead and I cannot get past
Hopefully see you the second I crash

If I can't love her then kill me now
Cut me like a ribbon let me fucking drown
No her then there's no where I wanna go
Without her there's no where I wanna go

If I can't love her than kill me now
Cut me like a ribbon let me fucking drown
No her then there's no where I wanna go
No

Struggling to find my purpose
Now kinda feel like I'm worthless
Putting all this shit in my body
Got antibodies trying to prolong my heartbeat
No stopping this train to destruction
They do not see in my mind
Working my shift trying to act like its fine
Then I get off and damn I be left with this time
God damn, I'm in a vicious cycle
Might go to bed but I'm sure I won't sleep
Still got that shirt where you cried on my sleeve
Last year I would not believe that this would happen to me
No no
Knife to my throat
I need to know though
Take away and then I go and then I overdose though
Hope you get that I'm serious
Give her back to me period
So I can stop being delirious
So I can live my life without hating fucking everything