Scared

(albüm: (e)motion sickness - 2022)

Scared of things I can't see
I'm tripping over shit
Ripped jeans and nose bleeds
There's voices in my head
I'm neck deep in concrete
I wish I could forget
Anxiety has got me stressing myself out to death
Cigarettes and xanax nothing seems to help
Out of breath in cold sweats from all the chemicals
You left and I kept fucking up myself
You left and I kept fucking up myself

Voices in my head tell me that I'm better off dead
Please help me something needs to change desperately
What am I so scared of?
Voices in my head tell me I'm right about the wrong things
I need 911 it's an emergency
What am I so scared of?

What am I so scared of?
What am I so scared of?

Scared of time passing by
I got a lot to lose
Heavy sighs and closed eyes
Alone inside this room
Bedtimes at sunrise
Can't sleep because of you
Traumatized by white lies
And all of them came true
Heartbreak a stomachache
My hands are going numb
Can't shake this heavy weight
That's holding down my tongue
Fast pace at this rate
I won't last very long
Too late it's too late
Where'd it all go wrong?

Voices in my head tell me that I'm better off dead
Please help me something needs to change desperately
What am I so scared of?
Voices in my head tell me I'm right about the wrong things
I need 911 it's an emergency
What am I so scared of?

What am I so scared of?
What am I so scared of?

Scared of things I can't see
I'm tripping over shit
Ripped jeans and nose bleeds
There's voices in my head
I'm neck deep in concrete
I wish I could forget
Anxiety has got me
Stressing myself out to death

Voices in my head tell me that I'm better off dead
Please help me something needs to change desperately
What am I so scared of?
Voices in my head tell me I'm right about the wrong things
I need 911 it's an emergency
What am I so scared of?

What am I so scared of?
What am I so scared of?