Peace

(Yeah, ugh
Buh doon doon
Yeah
Doon do do
Fallen, yeah, fallen, ugh)

Falling more times than I can account for
But I brush my shoulders off like the encore, you know
Little slip ups, the wrong turn you will get cut
But I've been practicing my sword skills since Shonen Jump
And Samurai Jack. What's practice without busting your ass
What's the magic in the present without living your past
I've been down bad. Lost thoughts in a brown glass
Losing all my feelings giving trust into the wrong crowd
Take it back. But keep the hoodie, I don't want it back
Deleted all the numbers guess I'll blame it on the almanac
The greed is so misleading when your life's inside the laundromat
Stained in blood, there's no bleaching that (yeah)

I haven't had peace in a long time
I can never go to sleep when the moon shines
You want the best for me, I want the best for you
But what can we do except hold on
Yeah, I haven't had peace in a long time
Just trying to catch a beak when the sun shines
Would you let me be, scab up my bleed
On my search for peace, I just hold on

Yo, I learned a lot about myself this year
Started working on my health this year
Had a lot of people tell me wishing I would fall off and not bounce back
But the can kiss a dudes ass and go to hell this year (shit)
And I don't know if it's a you or a me thing
But why you think that you can keep me on a keychain
But I don't really plan to slow this down
I got a pass full of speed bumps that I drove round with it
So don't tell me I should ever take it back
I navigated through it all without a map
Lost and found, I'm on track now
So come and find me when I'm making my laps (let's go)

I haven't had peace in a long time
I can never go to sleep when the moon shines
You want the best for me, I want the best for you
But what can we do except hold on
Yeah, I haven't had peace in a long time
Just trying to catch a beak when the sun shines
Would you let me be, scab up my bleed
On my search for peace, I just hold on

Yeah, it all hits you when the lights go down
You by yourself from sight to sound, no drowning out
What could have been or could I change it now?
Like if I called and said I'm sorry would you hang around, or spin it round
I've been taking off days to control my pain but
The polls say the hardships control my paintbrush
The mold of my heart shows that it won't take much to crush
So you see why I mistrust the guidance
I seen it but didn't follow defiant of all my models
Homies dying over less, conceal it inside a bottle
Missed the funeral cause I am convinced they'll see tomorrow
Saying that was just a dream, yesterday was Sleepy Hallow but

Promise not to lose myself
Cause nothing really matters and
Leave it all behind
I don't want no stress, no
Live life no regrets, no
What can we do just hold on

I haven't had peace in a long time
I can never go to sleep when the moon shines
You want the best for me, I want the best for you
But what can we do except hold on
Yeah, I haven't had peace in a long time
Just trying to catch a beak when the sun shines
Would you let me be, scab up my bleed
On my search for peace, I just hold on