One Day

One day, I'ma love myself
I'm not gonna hate who I see in the mirror
I'ma see more than a liar, a sinner
I'm not gonna be the way you paint me
One day, I'ma love myself
I won't hear the voices in my head no more
And getting out of bed won't be a chore anymore
I could feel the day is coming

Yeah, okay, I could see me coming out
I was young, I was dumb, I was tryna run around
Running from your heart (yeah), I was gunning from the start (yeah)
Swimming in your lies then I jumped in with the sharks
Darkness that I can't define inside of me, I let it go
Hardship that is in your mind, promise you gon' let it show
Say what you believe in, all the hatred cannot get you low
Everyone's got demons, if you face 'em then they never grow
I promise, mean every single word that I spoke
Heart can do things that these words just don't
If you fall on hard times and you feel like that curtain close
Go up to the sky, lift the dirt from the rose
Tell me what you see, tell me why you bleed, tell me what you need
I been down before, I was praying on my knees
Long days ahead if you don't let your heart free
Take a day instead just to show who you can be

One day, I'ma love myself
I'm not gonna hate who I see in the mirror
I'ma see more than a liar, a sinner
I'm not gonna be the way you paint me
One day, I'ma love myself
I won't hear the voices in my head no more
And getting out of bed won't be a chore anymore
I could feel the day is coming

I been on a mission to save myself
Done wishing on a star for someone else
Tryna gloss over what I can't help
It always comes back to haunt me
Lost inside of my emotions
Waves I chose to ride, I'm coasting
Tsunamis move beneath my feet
I'm tryna stay on top 'cause shit gets deep
Tell the truth on them, they'll lie 'bout you
I'm tryna live with mine, not die by you
Take these highs with all my lows
Can't drown in the things that I let go
Giving my heart to everybody but me, I'm
Trying to keep it so I can heal on my own time
I'm done with leaning on what's been holding me up
Done with pouring it out, I'm finally filling my cup, yeah

One day, I'ma love myself
I'm not gonna hate who I see in the mirror
I'ma see more than a liar, a sinner
I'm not gonna be the way you paint me
One day, I'ma love myself
I won't hear the voices in my head no more
And getting out of bed won't be a chore anymore
I could feel the day is coming