Afraid

I've spent the last two years of my life
Trying to find a way back
I've been looking in the mirror
And trying to face facts

'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turning
So what am I afraid of?

I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself

Oh-oh-oh...
I'm afraid of myself
Oh-oh-oh...

I'll spend the next two years of my life
Tryna find the right path
And if it takes me where I wanna go
I won't ever look back

'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting (No, no)
And I never thought that you deserved it
It's not as if the world stopped turning (World stopped turnin')
So what am I afraid of?

I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself

Oh-oh-oh...
I'm afraid of myself
Oh-oh-oh...
I'm afraid of myself
Oh-oh-oh...
I'm afraid of the night, afraid of it all
Afraid it won't stop because you were my rock
Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else
Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself