Waiting To Die

I drown my tears in material things
I spend all of my years in front of LED screens
I'm probably wasting my youth, I'd hate to look back on this
When I'm old and I'm pissed from all the light that I missed

And I been falling down, I know I said it before
Can't see me sorted out, I hit my head on the floor
And then I pour it out, I make some bad metaphors
They help me calm it down, my thoughts are talking loud

And I been restless, stressed, depressed, mark the checklist
It's just another phase that I'm in
And I don't wanna lie to your face but my place is a bit hectic
I just don't know where to begin, so I'll say this

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time? I'm just waiting to die, yeah
All my songs started sounding the same
I been locked in my brain, think I'm going insane
I'm manic, damn it, here we go again
So damages, damn, where the fuck are all my friends at?
Life sucks and I'm losing my mind, can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die

I hold my head up while I'm holding my breath
And I'm so fed up with the dread, I'm always watching my stuff
I wish that I could be oblivious like everyone else
They say ignorance is bliss, I really like how that sounds

And I'll be crying now, the walls are caving again
Can someone pull me out? I'm feeling trapped in my skin
Don't wanna let you down, I'm lost and fading again
I really hate this town, nothing can save me now

And I'll be breaking the silence, the words are better when I scream it
I think I said some things outta line but no I don't mean it
I promise I'll call you 'cause lately I just feel defeated
I just don't know where to begin, so I'll say this

Life sucks and I'm losing my mind
Can you tell me the time? I'm just waiting to die, yeah
All my songs started sounding the same
I been locked in my brain, think I'm going insane
I'm manic, damn it, here we go again
So damages, damn, where the fuck are all my friends at?
Life sucks and I'm losing my mind, can you tell me the time?
I'm just waiting to die