Sad To Say

(albüm: A Martyr's Reward - 2021)

I know everything about you
You know nothing about me
But I got to live with it
My chances the choices I got to make...

I'm the host, they just parasitic
Committed, had to live it before I pad the lyric
As far as dumping, it was fun son, I had to did it
Was born loser, my form bruises match my battered spirit
Used to rescue public, select few love it, the average fear it
For cash, my behavior was rash, no salve could clear it
Couldn't show vulnerable, wouldn't been known to you if I endeared it
Had a hard life
Sad to say I know some glad to hear it

Had a hard life, hard life
Sad to say I know some glad to hear it
Had a hard life, hard life
Sad to say I know some glad to hear it

What I pieced together and made from it
Built me strong enough to reach the most raised summit
Been on the street
Could make the vividest speech if reach the age hundred
If beef restores unleash my dogs, never stray from it
The block christened me with toxicity
From A-Z school raised me to think only slavery was our history
In the town of stars grew around the Gods its not a mystery
Have to say any play to get rich never felt like a risk to me
With metal's how they settled it in my settlement
All the children of my life, make sure to
Tell 'em they're intelligent
You help the devil if all you peddle is revel; it ain't relevant
Not scared to tell my L's 'cause no one said it more eloquent
Acquired bank or higher rank, but wanted privacy
To pace your breath, facing death, you ain't as live as me
How I was born if you did me wrong, getting even was a odyssey
Bought a snub young, kill a loved one, believe in no apology
I got the griefest pedigree you'll ever see
Still insist I'd be filthy rich if not for integrity
With me in the midst what's up was good luck, instead of freight
Got brothers that's not blood, they're brothers cause they bled with me

Had a hard life, hard life
Sad to say I know some glad to hear it
Had a hard life, hard life
Sad to say I know some glad to hear it