apology

(albüm: self - 2020)

I hide the t-shirt the one that you used to wear
In the winter but it's not like you care
It's been over, so tell me why does it feel like it's wrong? Oh
And I don't want to, I wish that I could unsee it
In the mirror, hanging up on my ceiling
I feel guilty 'cause I always pretend that it's you

Feel like I owe you an apology
Feel like I maybe let you down
I got somebody laying next to me
I know we're not together now
But I feel like I owe you an apology
Feel like I maybe let you down
You're probably gonna hate me
I know we're not together now

You called me stars but you know that I was that sun
And I was too bright, you just stared way too long
You couldn't see what, what was right in front of you, oh-oh
I'm treading water 'cause I don't know what I'm doing
I'm getting closer 'cause I don't know what I'm feeling
And it's exhausting, starting over with somebody new

Feel like I owe you an apology
Feel like I maybe let you down
I got somebody laying next to me
I know we're not together now
But I feel like I owe you an apology
Feel like I maybe let you down
You're probably gonna hate me
I know we're not together now

I hide the t-shirt the one that you used to wear
In the winter but it's not like you care
It's been over, so tell me why does it feel like it's wrong?

Feel like I owe you an apology (Woo-hoo)
Feel like I maybe let you down
I got somebody laying next to me (Woo-hoo)
I know we're not together now
But I feel like I owe you an apology (Woo-hoo)
Feel like I maybe let you down
You're probably gonna hate me (Woo-hoo)
I know we're not together now