I Wish I Wasn't

(albüm: Beautiful Days - 2006)

I'm home alone again
And you're out hanging with your friends
So you say
Somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all day
When I called you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like you're ignoring me

I wish that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasting my time thinking 'bout you
When you ain't never gonna change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heat melts
(And everything you did wrong I forgive)
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm oh so mad
Now I'm drowning in disappointment
And it's hard for me to even look at you

And I wish that you were home, oh yes I do
Holding me tight in your arms, oh baby
And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasting my time thinking 'bout you
When you ain't never gonna change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way

Said you care about me
But from what I see
I ain't feeling that
So I disagree
Gave you all my love
And understanding
And you're treating me like your enemy
So leave me alone
Don't want nothing from you
Just go back where you came from
This house is no longer your home
You are not welcome no no no more...

I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you couldn't hurt me
It just ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasting my time thinking 'bout you
When you ain't never gonna change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way