Usually

(albüm: XOXO - 2020)

I sacrifice for my accomplishments, and split them on the shelf
They ain't gon' move the way you do when they're as certain as myself
Fuck around, and drop the album manifest, then what I felt to stay, no lucky to drop
Laid a hand, I was down, I lost count too many times that I looked death in the eyes
Messed up some pills that chased the devil, you're just waiting to die
Having heart-to-heart to God like what the fuck? I'm alive
I talk a lot about money, but you can't buy back a life
I put pain into my music, leading groovies behind
Ain't feeling loved, then I don't want it, you were wasting my time
They ain't got shit to lose, I wonder why they worry about mine
Am I always gonna kiss, they ask me out for a dime
I met a demon face to face, she has these pretty brown eyes
Look in the mirror every day, she looks like me, but the skies
You don't realize 'til you're living, how you had to survive
I'll be trying to right my wrongs, but I'm gon' take it and shine

Broken, don't know ways me sees it (yeah)
Talk too much, you need to listen (yeah)
Usually don't stay too long (too long)
Usually be on my own (my own)
Usually don't stay too long (too long)
Usually be on my own (my own)
Usually, yeah, usually, yeah

Don't try to interrupt me now, just let me finish my sentence
Met a boy who broke my heart, that's why this shit was a blessing
Pay attention, the intentions, they're not always authentic
But fucking explanation, neither way, they ain't going to confess it
I gotta see it for myself, I don't believe the words they're telling me
Got caught up in my feelings, tryna bring out who you want me be
So watch the closest to you, they'd be turning into enemies
It's no news to me, get help
You won't see God forever if you leave
Fuck the validation, don't believe in explaining
You're supposed to be on his steps with him while his Cohal was reigning
I care less about your life 'cause I was hardly stay fading
Pray for better days, and now they're taping into my cadings
If I want it, I'd go get it, all for me to be patient
Sometimes it's hard for me accepting all the time that I wasted
I stay loyal through the stone, so why'd you go and betray me?
I got blessings where you told me, fuck it, I wouldn't trade it

Broken, don't know ways me sees it (yeah)
Talk too much, you need to listen (yeah)
Usually don't stay too long (too long)
Usually be on my own (my own)
Usually don't stay too long (too long)
Usually be on my own (my own)
Usually, yeah, usually, yeah