Hopeless Romantic

(albüm: Winter Heartbreak II - 2021)

Hopeless romantic hahaha, that's funny
Nah, I'm just hopeless (Woah)
I don't even know what fucking day it is today
I just know I was so hungover when I wrote this
Doubling my dosage
Write God a "Fuck you letter"
Use a bloody fingerprint as the postage
All I want is someone to be close with
Whose emotions are stable, not fucking corrosive

I jumped out the boat then I sunk in the ocean
A iceberg is floating, I'm under it frozen
Lips blue, hypothermia, Arctic
That's the type of shit that make my heart tick
Here's a toast to the bad life
A life full of shame, guilt, betrayal, anger, blame
And all the stuff that makes you wanna fucking relocate and change your name

Hopeless romantic, ha that's so funny
Nah, I'm just hopeless
Hopeless romantic with romantic crossed out
Quote this nail me to a cross now
I wrote this to find truth, but I'm lost now
Infinite mistakes times two, I lost count
Standing on the tracks, waiting for the train
When it hits me, it'll take away my pain

Trauma stress and fucking anger in my brain
Basically insane, crazy and deranged
I'm laying in the flames
They're burning me alive, I'm waiting for the rain
It doesn't come, it never will
I don't believe in Heaven, but I know that Hell is real
'Cause I'm here right now while I rap and record this
In fact the scenery is actually gorgeous

So gorgeous, I hope it's Atlantis
I used to be happy, a hopeless romantic
Now I feel no romance, less hope
Black heart thumping so hard, that my chest broke
Finish this painting up with a deathstroke
The only way that I can hold on is if I let go
I need to let go, I need to get a grip
Standing on the black ice and I didn't slip (Woah)

I put cigarette burns on the seats of the rental whip
I'm rapidly taking a mental dip
I open the Bourbon while driving and take me a little sip
If the cops pulled me over, I don't give a shit
I'm already in prison, inside of my head where I'm living
The person that hurt me is me and I'll never forgive him, uh

Hopeless romantic, I'm so schizophrenic
The iceberg inside of our heart is what broke the Titanic
I shot up from flare from the deck of the boat then I panicked
Then jumped in the frozen Atlantic
Emotionally damaged, maybe I'll move to a whole different planet
So I can just lay in the fields, where the opium's planted
If not, doc triple my dosage of Ambien

Hopeless romantic, I'm just hopeless
I don't even know what fucking century it is
Maybe I'm under hypnosis
Maybe I'm dead and I don't even notice
Fill up my heart with explosives
I'm a hopeless romantic...

Nah, I'm just hopeless...

I am not the person that you thought I was
You felt like I was sent by God above
Every love story that's ever been told
Always seems to end with I'm not in love
You can't drink me, and I keep it bottled up
What you gonna get? What you gonna buy?
What you gonna have? What you gonna have?
Goddamn baby all we got is us
I am not the person that you thought I was
You felt like I was sent by God above
Every love story that's ever been told
Always seems to end with I'm not in love
You can't drink me in, I keep it bottled up
What you gonna buy? What you gonna get?
What you gonna have? What you gonna have?
Fuck those possessions baby, all we got is us

I am not the person that you thought I was (I am not the person that you thought I was)
You are not the person that I thought you were (You are not the person that I thought you were)
We are not the people that we try to be (We are not the people that are...)
We are not the people that we need to be