chemical

(albüm: i did this to myself - 2018)

[Lil Lotus:]
I'm kinda sad but I kinda make money though
And I got friends but I like to spend my time alone
It's nothing personal, it's just the chemicals
It's just the chemical, and I can't let it go

I'm kinda sad but I kinda make money though
And I got friends but I like to spend my time alone
It's nothing personal, it's just the chemicals
It's just the chemical, and I can't let it go

[Horse Head:]
It's nothing personal, it just hurts though
And I always knew I spend a lot of time alone
It's nothing personal, I just can't get physical
I'm touching money though, I get so emotional
But then act so emotionless
Tried to climb out of this pit, but it's bottomless
And I can't even focus
Long enough, to keep you in my focus

[Lil Lotus:]
No, I can't even focus
Lost every chance I had to get better, I'm feeling hopeless
And I just hope you know it
Yeah, I just hope you know it
It's just the chemical
I made a habit out of you, and I can't let it go
Just the chemical
You made a habit out me too, so just pick up your phone

I'm kinda sad but I kinda make money though
And I got friends but I like to spend my time alone
It's nothing personal, it's just the chemicals
It's just the chemical, and I can't let it go

I'm kinda sad but I kinda make money though
And I got friends but I like to spend my time alone
It's nothing personal, it's just the chemicals
It's just the chemical, and I can't let it go

[Lil Lotus & Horse Head:]
I'm kinda sad but I kinda make money though
(Make money though)
And I got friends but I like to spend my time alone
(Spending all my time alone)
It's nothing personal, it's just the chemicals
(Nothing personal)
It's just the chemical, and I can't let it go
(Just the chemical, I can't let you go)

I'm kinda sad but I kinda make money though
(Make money though)
And I got friends but I like to spend my time alone
(Spending all my time alone)
It's nothing personal, it's just the chemicals
(It's nothing personal)
It's just the chemical, and I can't let it go
(Just the chemical)