30 Days

It's been 30 days since I last saw you
30 days since we had nothing to fear
It's been too long now
I'm scared that I'm forgetting how you feel
30 days is way too real

It's been 4 weeks since I last saw you
4 weeks since we made plans to go north
It's been too long now
I'm scared that I'm forgetting you
I feel all out of sorts
4 weeks and I'm not yours

I've been reading books
I've started puzzles
I've been listening to all the greats
I've been trying new foods
I've been buying new shoes
But I can't seem to forget that it's been 30 days

It's been a month since I last saw you
No matter how you say it, it still means the same
It's been too long now
I think that I've forgotten how long it takes
For me to fall, I'm afraid
This time it wasn't long at all
And why it wasn't, I can't say
In fact it just took
30 days