Last To Leave

You kick it off the table
And then I put it back again
I'm really good at starting
But I don't know where it has to end
You're living in reality
I'm staying in pretend

Here I am
Here I am, holding on
Here I am
Here I am, and you're gone

I'm the last to leave the party
Don't know when it's time to go
When it's clear to everybody
I'm always the last to know
I heard what you said
But I'm not ready yet
Dancing on my own
Like I don't notice that you've left
And when all the lights come on
It's just me
'Cause I'm the last to leave

I don't even notice
I don't even notice
I don't even notice
I don't even notice

You tell me that you needed space
I don't know what you meant
You said that all we did is fight
But that's not how I remember it
Jumping in together whether it was sink or swim

But here I am
Here I am, holding on
Here I am
Here I am, and you're gone

I'm the last to leave the party
Don't know when it's time to go
When it's clear to everybody
I'm always the last to know
I heard what you said
But I'm not ready yet
Dancing on my own
Like I don't notice that you've left
And when all the lights come on
It's just me
'Cause I'm the last to leave

I'm the last to leave the party
Don't know when it's time to go
When it's clear to everybody
I'm always the last to know
I heard what you said
But I'm not ready yet
Dancing on my own
Like I don't notice that you've left
And when all the lights come on
It's just me
'Cause I'm the last to leave

I don't even notice
I don't even notice
I don't even notice
I don't even notice