alone time

(albüm: finding it hard to smile - 2018)

I don't have to feel good
I just wanna feel better
And I will change if I could, if I could
I'm sick of sadness altogether
Oh I could use a distraction
To cope with my life
Something a little more healthy
See the sun every night
I don't have to feel good
Oh I just wanna feel better

I've got too much alone time
I could share some with you
I need some kind of sunshine
And the smile's overdue
I've got too much alone time
I've got too much alone time
Let me share some with you

I don't have to feel good
I just wanna feel better
And I know I probably should, probably should
Get up and get my life together
Well there are days when this mattress
Like an island I'm on
Trapped alone with these feelings
Will I ever get off
I don't have to feel good
I just wanna feel better

I've got too much alone time
I could share some with you
I need some kind of sunshine
And the smile's overdue
I've got too much alone time
I've got too much alone time
Let me share some with you

Take me as I am
Take me as I was
No one will ever love me
I'm alone as they come
Take me as I am
Take me as I am